Peaceful

Picture from my weekend on Fire Island, NY.

PS - Thanks for the feedback re: my crooked straight friend.
Nico - I will give you the info of my crazy story... then you can say, "NO! NO!" also. Ha!

Have a happy hump day!

Blast from the Past...

I just got to work and checked my personal e-mail. My old friend, 'crooked straight friend' e-mailed me to say she misses talking to me. She said, "I know you have your reasons for not wanting to talk to me and I understand. I've been pretty shitty to you in the past. I would however love to see/talk to you."

FUCK.

Of course, a part of me wants to contact her - kind of. I do miss the good stuff, but the bad stuff was shitty. Maybe I'm stronger and we can just be acquaintances? FUCK!

For those of you who know the story, any feedback would be helpful.

Happy Tuesday!

Sorry... Twitter!

dear twitter,

sorry for being so cranky recently
it's not you, it's me
i had to work some things out
i think I'm feeling better now

i'm sorry for ignoring you
i'm sorry for thinking you betrayed me
when really
you were there for me first
weren't you?

yes, you were
i am sorry.
can we be friends again?
yes?!
oh goody!

so what's new, you ask?
well, K-ROCK radio returned today
i'm so very happy
that stupid talk crap was annoying
now I have a radio station
to listen to again - with music.
linkin park is on right now - cool

did you see The View yesterday?
crazy shit
EH was such a bitch
is that what you call a friend?
ummm, no
i refuse to watch it after RO leaves

well that's it for now.
thanks for hanging in there.
talk soon - okay?

xoxo

high school wasn't really fun
i had friends
good friends
but it still annoyed me

how old am I now?
too old for it
how do I separate
the good from the bad

isolation
a bit of separation
that felt good
it went away

strong emotions
not even sure why
exhaustion
egos

macrabbit out

Beta

1 : the 2d letter of the Greek alphabet -- see ALPHABET table
2 : BETA PARTICLE
3 : a measure of the risk potential of a stock or an investment portfolio expressed as a ratio of the stock's or portfolio's volatility to the volatility of the market as a whole
4 : a nearly complete prototype of a product (as software)

Beta versions always disappear.

PS - Twitter, I'm thinking we might need to break up. You're not the person I thought you were.

Hmmm....

"I Have a 12-inch Cock..."

... and other reasons why I love Tori Amos.

She's quirky, yes... but she's amazing. And while I don't understand most of this interview, I think what Tori says is insightful and very true.

TV Tirade

Veronica Mars - CANCELLED.
Sugar Rush (UK) - CANCELLED.
Gilmore Girls - CANCELLED.
Sinchronicity (UK) - Never coming back.
Grey's Anatomy Spin-off - Not too interested.
The View - Rosie is leaving and it's coming off my TiVo.

How completely frustrating!!!!!

What's a girl to do with all her spare TiVo space?

Well, something I do enjoy is Kathy Griffin's: My Life on the D-List. It's back, premiering June 5th, but you can watch the first episode of the new season at Bravo TV! That's exciting. Click here to check it out!

I'm going to bed - TGIF!

As posted on TMZ...

Jerry Falwell 1933 - 2007

Meow!

Exhibit A: Kai sneezing...

:: No I'm not crying in the video ::

Happy Monday.

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Saturday Afternoon

Wish List

In an effort to pretend I have lots of money, I'm making a wish list of everything I currently want to buy... in no specific order.

*Wireless iPod Nano (which currently doesn't exist)

*Nike Plus (for Nano)

*HDTV - 32inch or higher

*3G Cell Phone / Smart Phone

*Tivo Series 3

*SLR Digital Camera (SLR-like)

*XBox 360 Elite

*FiOS Broadband (which I might actually get)

I think that's it for now. I'll add things as I think of them.
Happy Friday! TGIF!!! YAY!

Third Time's A Charm!

Enjoy my clock.

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Video Blog - Google Video Take 2

Happy Monday! I had a very nice weekend. Spent it with Mom and just relaxed. Very pleasant. Thanks for all your kind words!

Here's another video blog. I tried something "different." Hopefully Google can manage the entire 2 min video this time!!! Enjoy - hee, hee.

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Pet Tweets

This was posted on another blog I visit. It's "Twitter Posts" from a Dog and Cat. While the cat’s post goes over the 140 character Twitter limit, it’s still hysterical.

“Excerpts from a Dog’s Twitter”
8:00 am - Dog food! My favorite thing!
9:30 am - A car ride! My favorite thing!
9:40 am - A walk in the park! My favorite thing!
10:30am - Got rubbed and petted! My favorite thing!
12:00pm - Lunch! My favorite thing!
1:00 pm - Played in the yard! My favorite thing!
3:00 pm - Wagged my tail! My favorite thing!
5:00 pm - Milk bones! My favorite thing!
7:00 pm - Got to play ball! My favorite thing!
8:00 pm - Wow! Watched TV with the people! My favorite thing!
11:00 pm - Sleeping on the bed! My favorite thing!

“Excerpts from a Cat’s Twitter”
Day 983 of my captivity. My captors continue to taunt me with bizarre little dangling objects. They dine lavishly on fresh meat, while the other inmates and I are fed hash or some sort of dry nuggets. Although I make my contempt for the rations perfectly clear, I nevertheless must eat something in order to keep up my strength. The only thing that keeps me going is my dream of escape. In an attempt to disgust them, I once again vomit on the carpet.

Today I decapitated a mouse and dropped its headless body at their feet. I had hoped this would strike fear into their hearts, since it clearly demonstrates what I am capable of. However, they merely made condescending comments about what a “good little hunter” I am. There was some sort of assembly of their accomplices tonight. I was placed in solitary confinement for the duration of the event. However, I could hear the noises and smell the food. I overheard that my confinement was due to the power of “allergies.” I must learn what this means, and how to use it to my advantage.

Today I was almost successful in an attempt to assassinate one of my tormentors by weaving around his feet as he was walking. I must try this again tomorrow — but at the top of the stairs. I am convinced that the other prisoners here are flunkies and snitches. The dog receives special privileges. He is regularly released - and seems to be more than willing to return. He is obviously retarded. The bird has got to be an informant. I observe him communicate with the guards regularly. I am certain that he reports my every move. My captors have arranged protective custody for him in an elevated cell, so he is safe. For now…

:: This post was originally posted on Veronica Belmont's blog... and borrowed ::

What's With the Static?

What was with the static on my video blog? SO not cool!!!

I'm gonna try YouTube next time. I have NO idea why that happened. Sorry. Hope you enjoyed the few seconds of clarity.

I try another video blog, okay?

Happy Cinco de Mayo - today is a bittersweet day for me. Last year I lost someone close to me, but I'm trying to stay in the "Happy" spirit...

... and I'm so grateful for all my blog buddies!

xoxo

A Video Blog

Hear me speak. See a blue pillow. Enjoy boring story. Comment.
This will be removed within 24 hours. Please semi-respect my privacy and do not download the video. I'm shy... however, I will post more if you respect my request.

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Without Oxygen!

My internet was down last night. I felt like I couldn't function. I felt like I didn't have needed oxygen. Of course, I could have fiddled with the router, and probably figured it out if I had an ounce of patience, but after my walk, I was too tired.

As for the video blog, I have to just edit it a bit. I will either get it on YouTube, or SendFile (whatever) to you guys. But seriously, it's a bit spooky when you only see my white teeth. I'll get it together. Will hopefully have time after work today.

Also, please tell the local crew of my new blog - and feel free to link to it. I will update my own links shortly... Chat soon!

xoxo

Video Killed the Blog Star

Okay, so I did a video blog - however, I did it in the dark (well, there were lights on, but not near my laptop). It's a bit disturbing simply because you can't see me... I was thinking of posting it. Can I have a privacy block via YouTube? Just so you guys can see it... and laugh at me? Any thoughts please comment.

PS - You can totally see my teeth in the video blog! HA! SPOOKY.